everything seems to be sinking. for the past... i dont know week and a half? two weeks maybe? things have been going kinda poorly. one stress on top of another. it's making me physically ill. headaches, stomach aches and mood swings. there were exceptions, my birthday last saturday, for example. but i'm burned out. i spent my whole spring break working on my portfolio in order to get into the interior design school, came back and got hit with more work and stress. good news is that spring break work paid off. yesterday i received my acceptance letter into the sophomore interior design class in SOVA! 50 something people made it in out of the 80 something that applied. i have NEVER been so terrified of a letter in all my life. it was a little slip of paper with a checkmark on it that controled my fait. scary.

im signing my lease on my apartment today

gave a speech that i hated

gotta make another tough appeal tonight. wish me luck.

to mental health.