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sorry so long.... pissed off [13 Apr 2007|01:44am] i havent written in a long time, i know but i have to vent. so my interior design teacher has lost his fucking mind. class was canceled last friday-good friday, the day our stair construction project was due. we were to be assigned the final on Monday, but since no class friday- presentation was on monday and we were to be assigned on wednesday. he gets a nasty case of food poisoning and class is canceled. (his 8 AM class got this project on Monday, btw)SO we get the project now on friday. so what is this project and why does it make my teacher fucking crazy??? well let me enlighten you. we got the project from speaking to the 8 AM class...it is twice the work we did for our final last semester in half the time. none of you will probably know what this means but ill tell you anyway. we have to develop our own 2 story townhouse, draw up floor plans, furniture plans, detail plans, and cross sectional plans, 2 point perspective the kitchen (these are all on 24 by 36" paper) AND then we have to MODEL it with foam core. no i'm not done. after we do this we have to present it to a pannel of professionals!!!! FUCK!!!! He wants it in 3 weeks. 3. 3 fucking weeks. to give you an extimate... planning and figuring out what i'm doing will take about 6 hours. it takes about 10-12 hours (straight) if you're lucky to finish ONE of those drawings i mentioned and it takes about 15 hours total to do a model. so ill do the math for you. minumum 71 hours.... damn it and that is if i dont encounter ANY problems... and i'm sure to get a couple. i have other classes! i have tests! i have that 20 fucking page paper he assigned!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate this! i had to warn miles i wont be able to see him like at all for the next few weeks. my roommates.. aw i feel bad for them cause they'll get the brunt of my long hours and frustration. oh wait i forgot to mention... this is the senior project. ya know the one you get when you are GRADUATING from college!!!? the one you get a semester to complete?! yea that one. 3 weeks to sophomores. FUCK!!! 1 Had their wish come true * Make a wish

[20 Dec 2006|02:03am] a year. my first time with this. amazing. we've had our ups and downs, more ups. good times, excitment, feelings too strong to even express at times. our start is apparently still in question and i think that's BS. everyone saw it unfold and know they're wrong. whatever, it doesnt bother me one bit. i wish we were able to be together today, but our timing has always been a little off. i miss him so much. i love him more than i could ever express to you. it's been a good year. look forward to the next. <3 1 Had their wish come true * Make a wish

[03 Dec 2006|01:57am] i'll be honest. this relates to more than 3 things. i'm really sick of it. yea. burned out on all levels. my eyes cant take it anymore. my mind is going crazy. tired of what's said and not said. no more backstabbing please. no more confrontaion and no more fighting. i don't know what to do. i don't know what i can do. why are you not living up to your end of the bargain? i just don't know what to do. Make a wish

today [12 Oct 2006|05:26am] today. the first day of the rest of my life? 1 Had their wish come true * Make a wish

penguins and princesses [25 Sep 2006|12:56am] [ mood | happy ] ( my brothers wedding ) 1 Had their wish come true * Make a wish

3m - hb [30 Aug 2006|10:28pm] classes are in. all is well and the first week is nearly over. my classes are pretty good i guess. art history is boring as hell and my prof. does the hail Hitler stance like every 30 seconds. it's odd, but not nearly amusing enough to keep me entertained. Psycholohgy  seems pretty awesome my prof. taught at Duke for awhile but wasnt teaching what he loved so he came to NT. he's awesome. and i like psyc. history 1050 seems gay but its my only class tuesday and thursday so whatev i love it for that reason alone. my drawing for int. design class freaks me out and excites me immensely.. kinda like some relationship stuff right now. my prof. is exactly like Stanford Blatch form Sex and the City!!! he looks a lot like him and hes cute and gay and hilarious!! He is also a professional figure skater... how amazing is that? i have a new respect for the man. he's got a VERY good eye for tight drawings and can find flaw in lines like its drinking water, but i respect that and want to work really hard in there. he's  going to be my prof. through the next cut (54 to 36) next semester... so gotta give it my "A" game. that room energizes me. fantastic feeling!  Roomies are amazing!! i love living with my best friends! Katie is like the perfect inbetween of all of us, but she still has a very strong and fun personality. the apartment is comfy and fun. it's like having a girls night every night. We are eating really well too, compliments to Adri, which is most exciting... makes me never want to go home now. we watch Disney moves and sing and dance along. we chase eachother and fall on the ground laughing histerically. it's a good time. i just love my uptown girls! scared, excited, freaking out and looking forward. it feels like i'm wearing a whole new set of goggles. I see future and that brings the above emotions. it's a good thing. i think. 3 Had their wish come true * Make a wish

apartment [21 Aug 2006|05:58pm] [ mood | excited ] ( pride and joy ) 3 Had their wish come true * Make a wish

T-minus 3 days [14 Aug 2006|01:17am] [ mood | excited ] summer finals. shopping. coordinating. fidgety parents. pick brother up from airport. packing. packing car. new phone plan? goodbyes. rsvp. & drive. can't wait. Make a wish

YAY [03 Aug 2006|02:03am] i have the most incredibly amazing boyfriend in the world!! i am so in love with this boy.  props to adri on her acting skills. bravo! thank you 3 Had their wish come true * Make a wish

22 days [25 Jul 2006|11:07pm] [ mood | awake ] we have 3 weeks left in San Antonio. this summer has gone insanely fast, looking back, but slow in the process. i feel like i've missed so much in the lives of my uptown girls and in miles's lives. i'm so excited to be going back! i actually cannot wait to decorate the apartment!!!!! lame, perhaps, but amazing to me. I'll have some studio space in my room!!!! i am beyond happy about that! i can't wait to be in everyones lives again and share the apartment with the best girls at UNT!! i'm kinda scared things are going to be completly different with us. in visits all was perfect and normal, but seperate places may mean seperating lives. maybe. maybe not. there is talk of it being similar to how it was, it just wont be last semester. might be better. might be too different. wont know till it goes down.  school is cake. i never have to take a government class again after this session. philosophy was pretty amazing. history is all written, so just give me an "A" now and we'll save ourselves a few weeks of pretending it's difficult. going to vista is SO different than UNT. we have participation grades.. yea.. like yo can speak in class... a class of something close to 12 or 13 people.. really odd. but i've enjoyed it i guess... just sucks i've been in school for 11 months. and then 9 yet to come.  friend activity has dwindled recently, but it's not a huge deal. kinda a graceful way to transition into moving away from one another agian. and it's relaxing to just take my time and run, read, swim, or do my papers.   Make a wish

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